I've legitimately had these thoughts. Being raised amab and isolated af growing up, finally found people I legitimately trusted and loved, for the first time after I was 24. The emotional shock was large to say the least.
"Wow, this is what some other people's every day life is? Truly being able to relax around loving people their whole life? That's so much bullshit."
Queer/Neurodivergent people often don't get to experience certain things until later in life because of the isolation they faced as kids. Finally having these normalized experiences can be bittersweet. You might be happier than you've ever been, but you're also sad that it took so long. It can feel so unfair.
No... I meant her dress... Please don't make this weird, I just really like the checkered brown black pattern on her clothing and I wish to have something like that too <3