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The Icarus Flip: The worst greatest speedball ever
  • I never had that experience. For me it was just as heavy of a stimulant as it was a downer, so unless I almost overdosed, I was fine. The good Phenibut moments were the best highs I've ever had. The bad Phenibut moments almost killed me, whether it was an OD of sorts or me trying to kill myself. It's fun, but taking it daily or taking large doses with poly mixes is just one of the worst ideas. Glad you're okay, that sounds terrifying.

  • Researchers discover that ChatGPT prefers repeating 25 jokes over and over
  • I think this is the 5th time I've seen this headline.

  • A wave of political turbulence is rolling through Guatemala and other Central American countries
  • Next major western war will be in South America over lithium reserves being leased to China instead of America. Betting right now.

  • Rulé Magritte
  • That's not French tho

  • 16-year-old boy dies in accident at a Mississippi poultry plant
  • I was 16 as a sophomore. Best case scenario, it's someone like you. Worst case scenario, someone dropped out for the work at this meat plant.

  • The Icarus Flip: The worst greatest speedball ever

    Before I write anything about this, I have to say that this is an extremely stupid thing I did. However, I feel like it's something that anybody who has ever used Phenibut has at least imagined. For some context, this story starts off a few days before the actual roll. One of my friends had gifted me 4 extended release 25mg amphetamine capsules as a late birthday gift. If you want real shit, go for extended release and a mortar and pestle. Nobody is pressing those balls for anything. Anyways, I had never done amphetamine at this point. This was essentially my first time with a stimulant. Then I decided to throw opiates, phenibut, liquor and acid on top. What resulted was the scariest and most painful 10 minutes of my life.

    The night started around 4. I had already been drinking a bit that day when I decided to break down about 15mg of ER balls in my mortar and snorted them. You want clean anything? Buy ER, trust me. 15 minutes later and I'm vibing and cleaning the kitchen until I ask myself "What would Phenibut be like on this?" Took half my normal dose, 1.5grams. Hour later it kicks in and I am SPEEDING. I've done a lot of drugs and poly mixes. Phenibut and amphetamines is simply one of the best highs you can possibly imagine. Lyrica is pretty damn good too, but Phenibut is better. That mix has about the same safety profile as mixing alcohol with amphetamines, so try at your own risk. However, I don't recommend adding in anything more than those two unless you have a death wish. After this paragraph, everything I do becomes unbelievably stupid.

    Next came the methadone and acid. I finished cleaning the kitchen and sat down to listen to some music. My girlfriend, not thinking about everything I had already taken, offered me a few milligrams of methadone. Probably 5-10mils. I took it because they free opiate right? Eventually the opiate hit, and it goes from a great speed session to the ultimate speedball. The Phenibut is pulling up the methadone and the amphetamine while eliminating any anxiety. After achieving an 11/10 high, I decide "hey, I have a sheet and haven't tripped in months. Why not?" Boof 150ug of some GammaGoblin tabs and the high goes from an 11 to a 12 in the next hour. Extremely clean trip with a clear yet even more euphoric headspace. Existing just felt good at that exact moment.

    Donda by Kanye West had just come out, so I decided to put it on for the first time, and the demon of that night decided to put me in it's sight for the night. I listened to Jail, and I absolutely loved the song. However by the time the second sond came around, I started feeling indescribably weird. I paced around the house, unsure of what I should do for about 45 minutes. I was high and wasn't really thinking about it. This was until Hurricane (the 80 degrees song) turned on, and I decided I wanted to hear the leak instead of the published version. I started typing it into my laptop, until one moment I felt that something was horrible wrong and started sprinting to the bathroom. A few steps out, I see my vision melt into black. The sound around me becomes a glitchy mess, infinitely repeating into itself. I told myself "Holy shit did I just have a stroke?". I had had seizures before, but this one was literally exactly how I imagined a stroke in my head.

    I woke up 15 seconds later, and luckily I didn't have a stroke. Just a seizure. A really bad one. I seized into a wall and a picture frame, and the picture frame had hit me right between the eyes. I wasn't just having an overdose at this point, I had a giant gaping hole in my forehead. My girlfriend helped me crawl to the bathroom after she walked into the sight. She kept slapping me to keep me awake for the crawl. She thought the picture frame had fully killed me, and was still in full panic mode from the sheer amount of blood on my face. She even recorded a short bit of it because apparently I had told her to in my haze. I knew how horrifying everything was and didn't want her to be accused of murder. I only remember the slaps because that's what kept me awake.

    By the time I was in the bathroom, I was sweating worse than I've ever seen. I was wearing a dress and it was completely soaked by this point. The ground below my dress looked like it was raining. I took it off as fast as I could and started crawling for the bathtub until I blacked out for another moment. My girlfriend had just dragged me into the tub, and I turned on the cold water with the last of my energy. The water started hitting me, and my vision turned entirely white. Every muscle in my body started seizing, I could feel absolutely everything. It felt like my soul was trying to leave my body, until my vision came back and I was just fine.

    There were no more issues the rest of the night. My hypothesis is focused on Phenibut tolerance. You don't hold tolerance for one roll, it changes. You may have a far weaker tolerance for Phenibut 6 hours in than you would 2 hours in. This is usually fine, unless it's tied to every other drug you're doing that night. I believe that I had a tolerance drop that made everything else I took even stronger and put me in the danger zone.

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    would it be better to get high off of THC and CBD before or after taking your ssri
  • Eh? Zoloft made weed hit harder, but it also made it hit way different. If you want couch lock, I'd say just do THC and CBN. If you want a more sativa-y high, afterwards

  • 16-year-old boy dies in accident at a Mississippi poultry plant
  • That makes it even sadder. 16 in 8th grade would mean he had been held back a couple of times or something in the same vein. I wonder how long he had been working there.

  • #Elemental has emerged a Bonafide box office hit with extraordinary staying power. Domestically seems like may reach $170M+. Blockbuster in Korea, nearing 5M admits, good shot at going 7.5M+. Stron...
  • Normally don't care too much about sales, but glad this is bringing in more money. As an animation fan, I would hated to see Pixar and DreamWorks die like that

  • What else do you do with an education?
  • What's your favorite mix?

  • This show goes quite hard when high
  • LOL THE MOST GABAPENTIN STORY EVER. I was a heavy Phenibut user back in the day. Shit was like living in the good half of being bipolar until one day you'd wake up and the mania would be over and I'd try to kill myself. I got really close a couple times, very lucky to be alive now.

  • Bell curve of Linux distributions
  • Distros based on Ubuntu are better than ever. Ubuntu isn't the move tho

  • Murica rule
  • Does it matter where that image is actually taken if it looks identical to most of the country?

  • But I love death
  • Prions are a great reason.

  • Modern medicine is amazing rule
  • The only way to beat shitty people is to prove that you're better at whatever dumbass game they're playing than them. Evangelicals? Just pretend to be a DesNat/fundie. When someone is being violent towards you, the only way to "win" is by returning it 10 fold. Their worldview is based on superiority, do not let them delude themselves and others.

  • Roblox employees criticise lack of diversity in workforce
  • It's essentially Unreal Engine for kids, Roblox and Minecraft were both huge in how much freedom they provided the player.

  • Change My Mind
  • True, but I've never been lead astray by asking myself "What would Chili and Bandit do?"

  • Gondwana supremacy
  • Unrelated, but when I was a kid I thought China and Japan were a united land mass until WW2 when we nuked Japan, then it floated off into the ocean. This reminded me of that a little bit

  • [Mod Post] Hobby Drama Rules Discussion
  • The only reason I don't care all that much is because it's all online in public, it's made to be shared. Do you get upset when someone steals your meme and doesn't credit you? The internet is just made for this kind of spread. It's why comic creators use tags. Where do you draw the line for what online text is shareable or not shareable?

  • Who else has a chicken scoop?

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    The most important Starfield video ever

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    I made this song with my friend a few years ago, curious what you guys think about it

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    Freddie Gibbs - Fake Names | A COLORS Show

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    I want matching glass again, it was so cute 😭

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    Posting some old viral videos I have saved; The Duct Tape Lie

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    Why do I only ever take pictures when my eyes are glazed over by half a gallon of vodka?

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    What else do you do with an education?

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    What else do you do with an education?

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    What else do you do with an education?

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    This show goes quite hard when high

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    Fuck it, hamster dance

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    My friend: Just one bump Me:

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    Legend of Zumenon

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    This picture smells like weed and red bull

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