Good luck if you run a de-googled ROM. I can't install sandboxed Google Play Services inside the profile because its not approved. I could try and sideload it in, but I'd rather just go without.

This is the excuse my employer gave. So I'm to take a pay cut (gas, wear and tear on my vehicle, loss of time to commute) so I can spend more money to prop up other businesses for a tax break that is likely to go into some rich ass C-levels bonus or shareholders pocket for cut costs?

Fuuuck that. Its just another way of picking the labor class clean to the bone.

SSDs are pretty pricey for video. I use HDDs, mirrored. For some uses I put a SSD caching layer on top to speed up frequent R/W. Using only LVM, no fancy RAID hardware or anything.

The only time I've really enjoyed it is with a ruined.

I've regretted every single time I've skipped out on it once a couple days have passed without orgasm. Never regretted doing it once the deed is done and those scenes have been great sources of fantasy.

My wife used to let me out of it. She now has my explicit consent to do or say anything to get me to comply. We have safe words for a reason.

When I first approached her about femdom she discovered chastity and fell in love with the idea. I was very indifferent but if she was willing to support my fantasies, I figured I should reciprocate.

It took awhile to adjust and we sometimes fall out of it, but our baseline preference is full orgasms are a rarity. I get pretty regular relief in the form of ruined orgasms, but not going all the way has caused my sex drive to sky rocket. A high libido, for myself at least, seems to lower inhibitions. Paired with the femdom mechanic I become pretty submissive when revved up. Years later, we've found having an unsanctioned full orgasm which leads to a temporary loss of desire is best solved with a couple weeks locked up and without any relief. Sex doesn't stop for those two weeks... tongue and toys are still expected.

Over time its help program things. I still gag if its been a minute since the last time. She'll tease/mock/praise/etc words of encouragement or degradation depending on the mood. Her reactions I find help. My wife going into full humiliation delivery mode or simply cumming as I lick her clean boost my resolve to push through.

You also don't need to eat all of it. My wife likes to tease I am getting wet with precum, coat her fingers, and stick them in my mouth. Likewise, when getting back on the bandwagon after a gap, she'll usually stick her fingers in herself, or roll them around wherever I came, and do the same. It helps offset the taste.

I don't watch a ton of video content to know which ones are simply alt clients to the likes of YouTube or actually cache the media. Hopefully there is a cache or mirror that doesn't give these news outlets the views.