The summer blues... @sh.itjust.works Bernadette, she/her, tired of everything, not a lostwave enthusiast, Nintendo fan, dog person, and I will forever be better off never existing and when that time comes I will finally be free from the past that killed me over a decade ago. Now I wait for death as an empty shell of who I used to be!
You're right. I do like to write, worldbuild, and create games.
I used to. When I move I plan on getting animals, probably adopt old dogs or have smaller ones who don't need as much walking OR just cats for now (or probably get a large dog and walk them an hour a day anyway lol what's 13 hours instead of my usual daily 12 if I live close enough to work 🤔)
I really hate all my hobbies, they all have horrible experiences associated with them
I deleted the (patched third party) app and removed all links from chrome history.
What are ways to end a web surfing addiction?
That's what we call it still right, I'm not old, right? Anyway I'm horribly addicted to ragebait on reddit and despite being permabanned sitewide (can't even make new accounts) I still keep going back to it. It's obviously depressing and angering. It's not fun!
Y'all I'm so addicted to daydreaming it has spilled out into real life and I barely spend a minute in reality
That's it. Can't elaborate.
That I graduated high school, have a job, and changed my name. Instead of being locked away in a group home where I'm forced to stagnate at mentally 6 years old, and also punished for being mentally 6 instead of older.
Changed my name from what some family's abusive mother gave me, got a job at Amazon, on my way to move out and never see that family again. ✂️👔
No? The back doors have the weird handles as well.
Be confused as hell when the Uber driver doesn't speak English.
Or be me, someone who noticed the weird ass flat handles on the picture and googled how to open the door during the 11 minutes it took for the driver to arrive.
I swear I'm not, but how fast is 2x fast? I can watch twitch, YouTube, and download gigabytes worth of onedrive files of games I made in 5-15 minutes on library wifi lol.
I'd rather have slower unlimited 😅 if it's as fast as library wifi then that's all I need.
Do you not have unlimited data? I used to use metered as it was "cheaper" at "$27/month" but costed more in terms of stress and using 6 gigs made the bill cost $80 when unlimited is a constant $60/month.
I use YouTube premium and Twitch turbo to have no ads at all.
More like bow-ring! Get it, boring, hahaha, ha... I'll get my coat.
It's overdone especially decor and furniture. Same with beige, navy blue, black, or other neutral business casual "adult" colors.
True true. Cars are outdated, fast reliable frequent 24/7 public transport is the future. Also not random
They think it's more expensive.
Y'all, Olive Garden and Friday's are as expensive as Chipotle and Popeyes. Stop exclusively celebrating birthdays there and just order takeout whenever.
I keep crying about the twenty years I lost because of my mother
She never let me grow because some dumb misdiagnosis and I could have grown like everyone else but I was in an institution that made me stagnate. I wasn't allowed outside. I wasn't allowed to SHOWER until I was 11 because "I don't know better" but I was showering at FOUR before i was misdiagnosed. I'm 26 and living the tween years I never got to experience. I never had family, just bullies and abusers. The institution forced me to be friends with hurtful people and dissolved my boundaries. I never got to grow as a kid and even today I can't even be an adult. Being an adult is a joke because of the MISdiagnosis. Being a kid was a joke because the imaginary disorder made a CHILD be CHILDISH. I want to fix that woman's mistake and die now. That woman should have NEVER had kids and if she really insisted, she should have killed me if she didn't want a "special" kid that I wouldn't have been if she gave me a chance at life.
What seemingly random thing do you vehemently hate?
I hate people who wear cold weather gear in warm/heated places