Energy to do things that I really wanted to do before. Ngayon po super dami nang responsibilities sa life 🙃🙃 that I don't have the time nor the energy to do them fully
My curious and unique outlook to the world and the knowledge and mysteries within. Now I'm just surviving and trying to at least act like some semblance of normal. The world (and humanity in general) has a way of slapping people with bullshit and forcing people like me to adapt or die. Way too fucked up to be honest.
Nagdadalawang isip ako whether I should just make a new account with a new username. I still like my username that's why I wanna keep it. But at the same time some people I know in person already knows my Reddit username so my pseudo-anonymity is somehow "compromised".
How about you guys, did you use your old usernames? And why?
Was actually a good idea and it made a lot of sense for r/ph mods. I actually just randomly stumbled upon this instance without being guided from Reddit so nung nakakita ako familiar names, I felt kind of at home. Not to mention yung banners and the sidebar info are similar.
I think this makes the most sense. Haha! Kahit ako ayaw ko magpalit kaso ayun nga. People know me by my username. Di ko alam sino nagkalat nun within my circle so I feel a little bit more vulnerable. Haha!
Had some errands to do tapos sinamahan ako ng kapatid ko. Grabe ang bagal namin maglakad nagjoke kapatid ko parang naglalakad lang kami sa park tapos inaalalayan pa ako 😆 hilo at pagod na kasi ako.
I feel so weak di ako sanay 🥲 anyway...may excuse na ako para hindi umattend ng team building at inuman.
Yung hilo ko talaga...doc try naman ng ibang gamot feeling ko so-so lang effect nito. Ugh I can't focus on shit 😖
Also, man...nagsara pala soapgate kasagsagan ng Reddit protests...buti may Lemmy fallout na ung r/piracy, andun lahat ng threads to check em alternatives.
Naisip ko yung prof ko dati na naka-dalawang PhD na ngayon. Iba yung level of dedication at passion, gusto ko din maging ganyan 😩
Tapos heto ako, still in the process of finding the specifics of what I want to pursue lol. May ginagawa naman ako and I'm not just staying still, pero ramdam ko talaga yung journey, not the destination part. There is definitely an ongoing process here, hindi yung result na agad.
There's a lesson to learn here for me. Siguro yung pinaka significant so far is that madami akong options, I just need to keep searching.
Nakakapagod ba maghanap? It is kinda arduous, but compared to one year ago I definitely moved forward. If I was drawing a map, I now have a general idea of the terrain. I may not have the ins and outs yet but I have something.
The reason why I'm doing this slowly is because I want to be mindful of what I'm committing myself into. Pero may ipon na ako for a year of grad school (w/ savings left) kung gusto ko na talaga. The next school year kaya na yan i-trabaho.
Anyway... kailangan ko talaga galingan for scholarship reasons in the future. And gagalingan ko lang talaga kapag gusto ko talaga yung napili ko. Really tho, kung mayaman ako I wouldn't think about this so thoroughly, go na ako agad 😆 what a life
Boring na ng yt wala mapanood, may marerekomenda ba kayong channel my niche is Infotainment, Gaming preferably horror genre, Personal Development, Non-fiction books and Literatures, Rabbit Holes/True Crime Stories, former niche that I might like again if recommended good channel: Bodybuilding/Calisthenics, Climate Change, Linux and FOSS/Privacy advocates
Andrew Huberman - Good content, backs up the topic with helpful studies mostly on things neuroscience (dopamine, etc.)
Soft White Underbelly
Interviews with people from underprivileged/criminal/unsavory backgrounds (i.e. Addicts, Pimps, Homeless people, etc.) Great watch to see perspectives of people in situations we often view as negative. There's a mix of some good people in there as well who were just part of a nasty system.
TABI-IE - Vlog of a Japanese person who lives (comfortably) in a camper van of some sort. Nice views, and some of the gear he used are actually (to me) a viable option for when maabutan ako ng traffic lmao. Sort of a slice of life, and issues you run into with this kind of housing setup.
Bryan Johnson - Tech Billionaire who spends millions on fighting against father time (aka aging). He records every method, every diet, and every procedure as meticulously as he can on his channel and his website. He sorta comes off as vain, but just focus on the info you learn from the videos.
SCP Explained - Story & Animation - Animation and storytelling is a hit and miss for some, but if you want a sort of entertaining audiobook white noise on SCPs, this is a good channel to listen in to. They have a mix of short and long stories, as well as collaboration content, if that's the right word (i.e. SCP meets the Backrooms, etc.)
Out of all comments this seems the most interesting, I'll check everyone else, but I'll check each on your list first, also you understood the assignment all are in my niche thanks
Lions and Legions uses TV characters from The Wire, Sopranos, and others, to make his workplace analysis. Spoiler alert in spades, but if you won't be watching those shows, it's all good.
I usually work out at night for 1 hr pero pota naextend ng 30 mins kasi may umaaligid na ipis na lumilipad!! nahaluan tuloy ng cardio at suspense kasi the fookin thing kept on lying on its back pretending to be dead tas mamaya lumilipad na naman!!??!! di ko pa rin sya napapatay pero tangina ng mga ipiiisss hahshshsjd
mukhang meron din naman pero di ko pa alam kung gumagana, yung isang cp ko brave nightly padin mas mabilis tlga brave para sakin, kaya ko lang ininstallan ng mull kasi di na pde yung new versions ng brave d2 sa sony