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It has been a week, I guess? It was 50 degrees and comfy out like, days ago, and now it's fuckin 85 and I'm sweaty and I hate it.
Micro center wasn't closed this weekend (why did a tech store need to close for a religious holiday???) So I have a microphone now to curse ears with my voice if Im not-anxious enough to actually plug the thing in.
Much procrastination has been accomplished. Got a pile of things in my fridge to cut up and either eat or vacuum seal before they go bad, a pile of dishes to wash, and a pile of crap I forgot to do at work last week due to anxiety and not asking questions about how to do my job 🤯
Roughly 10 pounds of (cored) jalapeños in a bowl, 3 Napa cabbages, and a giant chunk of ginger root. Oh and a 1 gallon jug of Sambal Oelek (Thai chili pepper paste), a quart jar of Sauerkraut, and about 10 bratwurst.
GeoGuessr is fun :3 if I can recognize the language on a sign I can usually get within a couple hundred miles of the location, or terrain if it's in the US