I was sick most of this week Tuesday night (onwards), sorry I wasn't very active on conversation on here this week. But oh boy still got up to some stuff before I got sick:
After the very weird hotel hookup early Monday morning (see last week's update), I was still clean and really felt like bottoming. Found a really sexy local vers/top guy who was into coming over. My height, a little leaner, better muscle, and damn handsome. Dude was also seriously packing - about my length but thicker. We had excellent chemistry, awesome kissing and foreplay, and he gave it to me good and deep. He was surprised at how well I can fit an enjoy -- he's not used to guys with such cavernous booties. He was so so close to driving me to that point of prostate orgasm that I've only reached playing solo with toys! I have his number; he would be happy to bottom for me any time, too :-) He also helped me by filming and taking some pics of us fucking, which was a first for me. Very hot.
I found out from a random grindr chat that there are more guys/couples in my apartment building that are into hooking up/"making friends". Lucky me, Tuesday evening we had our belated holiday party
The mood was really fun! Folks made or brought some very tasty food and dessert. OMG Deborah's cheesecake with the fruit top was just divine.
Met a bunch of gay couples, including the one that lives right below me! We traded numbers so they could let me know if things are too loud (or viice versa). In that couple, I like the younger one more -- kinda twinky Asian guy ;-)
I met a lovely hetero couple which is moving in. We chatted a lot, they like to drink and have friends over, so hopefully they'll help me make more friends, too.
Later I got a text from the older guy in the gay couple that lives below me: "I knew when I met you you looked familiar, but I couldn't place until I saw you on Grindr again. :P now we're definitely gonna be friends. Haha" 😈
Some sexy-ish texting and images with my boy J in LA
Keeping in touch with R. We couldn't meet since I was sick.
More sexy-ish texting and pics with J in NJ, who I met at the Naked Gaymer Night last week. We thought about meeting up on Friday but I couldn't make it work with my schedule and the train timings.
I wrote a bit of C code to turn my old PS4 controller into an improvised vibrator with different modes and everything, because why not. Wasn't exactly the best vibrator ever, but it was funny (and I'm single so I takes what I can gets 😅)
I wonder if you know about this PS2 game called Rez. You could connect multiple "Trance" vibrators which you could put… anywhere to "enhance" your enjoyment of the game. Therr are some funny writeups of people enjoying the game together if you search online.
Oh I'd never heard of that, that's hilarious. The designers had to know what would happen, right?
Heh, and this part at the end was… uh, relevant:
Now, let me confess that this is not the first time that I've used a game component to, er, stimulate myself physically. Ever since they invented the whole rumble pack/vibrating technology in controllers, it's been on my mind, and sometimes in my practice (fellow game girls, you know what I'm talking about). The thing is, though, it's often frustrating since the vibrations are not nice and steady, but sporadic. Also I found it's tough to actually play the game and use the controller in nasty ways at the same time.
This is exactly why you need to take control of the controller, girl!
Those are some chonky motors in that controller IIRC. Ever gone full nerd and tried to find your resonate frequency(s)?
I've debated 3D printing debauchery, but it's quite the high risk project for protruding anatomy. Explaining a print failure mode in an ER is not on my bucket list.
Gotta say that idea hasn't crossed my mind 🤣 The motors felt a little finicky and tilting the controller affected the vibration, which might not be good for any improvised resonant dildo enthusiasts with PS4 controllers. Mine's old and kinda creaky, though.
But yeah probably a good decision not to stick anything 3D printed anywhere you can't get it out of if it suddenly decides to disassemble itself, don't want to end up as a "guess what I did today" anecdote in a hospital break room.
3D printing sex toys is tricky because with FDM you can't sanitize it properly. Three groves between the layers make it basically impossible. It's the same reason why reverb though PLA is technically food safe, 3D printed mugs are not.
I just did a couple of searches and found this example of how you can use SDL2 for the rumble, then found this post on SO on how you read button states, and then sort of banged those together until I could control the intensity and also make it "pulse", but everything's kind of stupidly done and deserves to be buried in an unmarked grave. And the controller really isn't a very good vibrator, regardless of code quality 😆
You can do a very simple one with just the stuff in the first link though, if you want to give it a whirl. I started off with just that and then ran it in a loop with watch and a bit of delay to get a pulsing effect
Had a nice spa day with my girlfriend, we went out to this pretty bougie place and got absolutely spoiled! Wonderful massage and had a steam sauna all to ourselves so we made good use of our privacy!
Also went out shopping at a sex store nearby, got my very first collar, a cute pair of pink wrist cuffs, and some nipple clamps! I'm still thinking about getting mine pierced but the clamps will be super fun for now!
I discovered it is possible to use a Mixtral 8x7b offline AI model to process entire literotica stories up to 12k words tested so far. I accidentally set the rope scaling variable to max one time on mobile and forgot about it, and later wanted to see just how well this model could handle super long contexts. I had to back off the GPU layers setting massively, and it takes like 10 minutes to initially load, but it can full on take a 12k word long story and continue it fairly well. It isn't the best model for complex multi character dynamics like a Llama2 70B, but it does all right if you're willing to edit out the occasional gender fluidity and name butchering. This is a current favorite story. I just stopped the text after Victoria takes her turn with Andrew and the rest can be played out however. You can do almost anything you'd like playing with Julie and Jasmine as they are not defined in the story much at all except by name. https://www.literotica.com/s/all-five-senses-2
No. I have no connection to whomever wrote it. I just chose to cut off the story and roleplay with AI from this point forward, skipping the rest of the story. It can take over the rest of the story, but it leaves off at a point that is not very compelling. That story has pretty good development of complexity and is quite dense, so it makes a good jumping off point by stopping it at Victoria's turn. It also tells me a lot about the model by handing over the story at this point. The LLM really likes Mrs C., but lacks a complex understanding of how Allie and Jane's rivalry works out as a relationship in practice. It seems to think they are best friends most of the time. Roleplaying with Name-1 (human) and Name-2 (bot) set to various characters can be quite interesting too. It shows many facets of what the model really understands.