Not really an answer to your question, but I'll share my approach. Youtube channels have rss feeds, so you can "subscribe" using any rss reader, and don't need to login.
So I just use firefox with the following addons. A seperate youtube container + adblock + in-video ad skip + age verification skip + feedbro as rss reader.
My local library even has books and books are amazing
Put a ring on her cause she's loaded
Feynman answering "Why is ice slippery": https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36GT2zI8lVA
Why are you not disturbed by the fact that when you push down on a chair it pushes you back?
I expected this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36GT2zI8lVA
Ah, you're viewing it as a timetravellers' dilemma.
My view was more that we're an observer in the lagrangian solution to the differential equation we call life. The electron, being a constant in the equation. Remove the electron, you alter the equation, therefore destroying known life.
The reverse, actually.
I've since found help at an institute that specializes in my particularities, I'm happy to share.
I'm learning to be kind to myself, too. Slowly.
I'm enjoying "The Overstory" by Richard Powers for my fiction fix.
Just got in the mail today, currently on chapter 3, "The art of receiving and giving" by Betty Martin. This one I'm going to have to read piecewise.
We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively.
Do you work in that field?
People used to make all kinds of stuff from the bark, too
Give it a try. There's different brands. I learned that I quite prefer those with milk based protein, and dislike those with pea based protein.