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dressupgeekout Hanalei @pawb.social

30-something zebra lady from San Francisco - aspiring author - interdisciplinary nerd

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Vim/Nvim users: what are some plugins everyone should know?
  • This might be fairly old-school but I gotta have the NERDTree in plain Vim.

  • What are some organization names in your world that is seen as stupid even in-universe?
  • A little excerpt from my current manuscript:

    The largest and flattest island, which was home to the City of Strangleroot, was blocked by these outer islands, so Fenicia could not see it. [...] The entire region had an unfairly negative reputation, on account of the strangleroot vine being popularly recognized as the ideal material to fashion a garrotte. Of course the vine had dozens or even hundreds of uses beyond choking animals to death, but the City’s inhabitants were uncomfortable enough to start the petition to change its name to “Tangletown.” The measure was actually gaining traction, which Fenicia found preposterous.

  • What is your Favorite Kanto (Gen 1) Pokemon? What was your first pokemon game?
  • If there's only one sign that I'm actually a greymuzzle, let it be the fact that I barely kept up with Pokémon beyond Gen 1, heh. Gen 1 is the only gen as far as I'm concerned!

    Lapras and Rapidash were my faves. I also rather like Cubone/Marowak.

    Pokémon Red on the Game Boy was my first game! Actually I played it on the Game Boy Pocket and then the Game Boy Color. I remember getting super excited about Pokémon Snap on the N64.

  • Did you guys ever read Calvin and Hobbes?
  • Now that I think about it, maybe I liked Calvin & Hobbes because so much even when I was younger because I found it so validating. It's a nerdy and highly relatable journey but with a TON of heart. I might have found a little bit of myself in Calvin and Hobbes themselves, too, heh.

  • Threw out most of what I've learned making furry art to make this!
  • But that's the beautiful thing about art, isn't it? Art is forgiving, and it rewards experimentation.

    "Messy?" -- sure, maybe, I dunno. But definitely assertive and deliberate, and kinda fierce! I like it

  • Anyone else play ROOT- The RPG
  • Root appeals to me very much, I would love to play it someday.

  • [Worldbuilding] Bat Wings
  • Aha, okay. The "true bat" versus, uh, "gargoyle" distinction, heh.

  • What "vibes" or feelings are you trying to give off with your world?
  • One of the very first conceptions of Azuaveria was "the beach episode of Redwall in an urban setting." So I imagined a sort of tropical-punk with a furry reimagining of the romantic aspects of San Francisco. As I've built up the world, it's taken on a slightly different character, but that core attitude is still intact, I think.

    Azuaveria is much more bright than dark. I hope readers think of Makoto Shinkai's blue skies with enormous white clouds. The weather is actually pretty good almost all the time, but because this universe takes place in the eye of a gigantic hurricane (!) there is danger and peril if you seek it. The edges of the Storm Wall are way beyond the horizon for almost all denizens, though, so it's easy to ignore. Nobeast WANTS to stay so close to the edge.

    I've introduced a lot of mythology to the world over the years. Different cultures have different explanations for why the world is the way it is. But the main thing I focus on, as an author, is diversity. There are lots of different species, different walks of life, and as a result, different explanations for things. I've introduced more political intrigue over the years, as well. Hopefully this gives the world more nuance, and a more adult target audience, but the bright and sunny vibe is what prevails.

  • [Worldbuilding] Bat Wings
  • What do you mean "give them back wings" ? Do bats in your world... not have wings?

    I guess the major difference between your world and my world is that you've introduced the idea of 'evolution'. I know evolution is a scientific reality but in my world, there's no need to explain why bat-people exist. They exist for the same reason any other species exists.

    In my world, bats are a bit of an oddity (for lack of a better term) because they are more bat-like than they are human-like. They lead different lives from almost every other species to accommodate their unique anatomy. They've built different spaces and forged different kinds of tools for themselves to better suit themselves. And it's fine because my world is a very diverse place.

    The "hands" of bats in this world are smaller but can still hold things and manipulate objects (but not while flying). The feet are much more versatile and can carry things even while flying (requires more energy to remain airborne, though).

  • The Verge: Intel mini NUC computers get a second life thanks to Asus
  • I rather like my NUC. I trust that Asus will do some neat things with the concept

  • [Worldbuilding] Taxidermy in an anthro setting
  • Heh, I consistently forget that Goofy is a dog. Maybe I do this willingly to avoid having to think about the Goofy/Pluto conundrum, haha.

  • Taxidermy in an anthro setting

    Of course it'd be pretty horrific to see a stuffed deer head mounted on the wall -- amongst a group of anthro deer especially, but amongst ANY anthro character too, I'd imagine.

    But of course it all depends. Whenever we consider such things in an anthro universe, it inevitably comes back to this question of which creatures are "people" and which ones are "actually" animals. Feral versus anthro, I suppose.

    My favorite example of this is: consider how the wildebeest in The Lion King aren't people -- they are just a mindless herd of animals into which Mufasa falls and then he's stampeded to death.

    I don't really have a point here. I just wanted to share a thought that I had while writing my story, which is a setting where birds and fish are NOT anthro, and that's why it's "okay" for the seafood restaurant to have a giant swordfish mounted on the wall.

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    Zig Plans on Removing LLVM Libraries.
  • If someone finds themselves wanting what LLVM does, but doesn't want to link against LLVM (which is fair) then I might point them to QBE https://c9x.me/compile/

  • To my fellow transfurs: are your fursonas also transgender?
  • My fursona was never trans, but she was always a girl. She represented the ideal version of myself, who turned out to also be a girl, heh.

    Her species has changed, though. Originally she was just a dog of some sort. Then at some point I decided I wasn't afraid to break the mold a little bit, and now she's a zebra. That species change DOES coincide with my own gender identity journey, though.

    (To be clear, I've just retconned Hanalei into being a zebra the whole time -- it is not the case that Hanalei herself was originally a dog (*) who transitioned into a zebra, haha)

    (*) ADAB: Assigned Dog At Birth?

  • How do you pronounce pawb? Is the b silent? Is it a meme?
  • I've been saying "Paw bee" in my head

  • Discussion: What started your furry awakening?
  • For me, there were several separate threads that all came together at one point.

    In middle school, I was envious of my friends' artistic abilities and I resolved to get better at drawing. This was during the heyday of DeviantArt and so I made an account and followed my friends. Traversing through people's profiles and what they liked, just randomly surfing, I discovered the work of Melissa O'Brien ("Frisket17") and I fell in love with their entire oeuvre.

    Then I realized why I was so in love with her work specifically: for the first time, I saw depictions that closely resembled the world that I had built in my head -- a sort of sunny, tropical spinoff of Redwall. And then I was like, oh my god, it's not just me! I'm not the only one who wants to see this sort of thing. I wanted The Lion King but in a city. I wanted the beach episode of Redwall. I finally had a word for it: I wanted furry. And it turns out I could draw these characters, too -- I could flesh out my own world AND get better at art. Win!

    I didn't realize it at the time, but the reason I had created my own world in the first place is because I desperately wanted an escape from my real life woes about gender identity and my sexuality. I learned through anthro art the relationship between the furry fan and their fursona, and I was like, "I want one, too." I REALLY liked the idea of being a person, but WITHOUT the BS human limitations that were contributing to my gender dysphoria.

    So, I guess I stumbled upon the fandom initially because I wanted to get better at art, but the reason I stuck around is because it offered a safe space for me to explore identity. That was the real awakening.

  • Uxn: A Tiny Stack-Based Virtual Computer for Graphical Programming
  • The 100 Rabbits folks themselves are SUPER interesting and I've been thinking about making a video essay about them, their work and their message for a long time now

  • To my fellow trans furries: Did you have fursonas that matched your preferred gender before you found out you were trans?
  • Yyyyuuppp! Hanalei has gone through several iterations, but she's always been a girl. In retrospect, it was one of the literally millions of obvious signs that I was trans -- the signs I chose to ignore because I didn't want to think about it.... yall know how it is.

  • Could I be an otherkin?
  • Think of it this way. Cis people don't ever ask themselves "Am I trans?" Or, at least they never dwell and obsess on the question like trans people do. (That was my experience at least.)

    I'm not therian/otherkin, to be clear, but I feel like the mere fact that you are genuinely asking these questions to yourself is probably an indicator of SOMETHING at least. Maybe you're not otherkin after all -- only you would know! -- but I empathize with the frustration of not having an answer.

    (Edit: typo)

  • Coming soon: The Wolfskull Standard

    I hope it's OK if I use this space for a little bit of self-promotion. I'm self-publishing my debut novel and I'm just about finished with the plot summary blurb for the back cover. Take a look!

    If everything goes According To Plan then the book will be available (ebook and paperback) in December!

    > THE WOLFSKULL STANDARD > > By the abyss! Swashbuckling adventure, slice-of-life drama and furry tails come together in Charlotte Koch’s debut novel. > > Fenicia, the veteran golden retriever piratess, aims to become First Mate of the infamous band of buccaneers and their ship, Starry Vine. But when the unexpected loss of the Captain thrusts her into becoming Captain herself, she must quickly adjust to her new position while staving off the mutinous calls of Nimbus — a newcomer ram, and the former Captain’s own nephew. > > Nimbus' promises of wealth and glory are hard to ignore: his knowledge of the outside world and his connections to the wealthiest businessbeasts of Port Sokuit could help Starry Vine in their time of greatest need. All Fenicia has to do is abdicate the helm… > > Set in Azuaveria, an archipelago situated in the eye of a giant, endless hurricane, The Wolfskull Standard will take you on a voyage through uncharted territory in the realm of anthropomorphic fiction.

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    "Strumming away" by Wolfbane.W!
  • This is wonderful! I get good vibes from Weaver.