Wow, the first result was in my home country.
You're probably right. This may just be social isolation. The sign of narcissism might be, that I only make friends with people, whose help I could rely on.
You think they wouldn't be able to controll that?
Yep a fuckup, sorry, that's the best clip I found.
"Your buddy steve has two green thumbs, three if you count my penis, I should probably get to a hospital." - Steve, Brickleberry S1E3 (if I'm not mistaken)
A meltdown is not the same as a tantrum.
Probably Scalak, a 3D puzzle game. It isn't foss and is paid.
That might be true, as I haven't manipulated a lot of people (I just do it if I feel in danger). I don't fake being victimized to manipulate people, I actually feel like a victim in multiple situations.
Here you go, but don't have high expectations, as it isn't a very popular topic.
I'm an officially diagnosed Autistic and a self diagnosed Narcissist. AMA
This was suggested to me by @[email protected].
- I'm a late teen (17). I got an autism diagnosis (which still causes more problems, than good) when I was three years old.
- You already know a lot about autism (since most of you are autistic), so you don't need any explanation (even if it's a spectrum).
- Now let's explain why I think I'm a narcissist: When I entered high school a few years ago, I started feeling superior to my schoolmates. At first I felt, this was justified, as I have way better grades than my schoolmates (and had a way higher admission score (or whatever it's called) than others), but later I realized, it was unjustified, as even if I'm smarter, than everyone, I have other challenges (executive function, procrastination of anything related to communication). That wouldn't be anything weird, but even after that realization, I just can't grasp the fact my schoolmates aren't stupid and useless. AMA
PS:I know it's a way too long post and doesn't belong here, but it is what it is.
Well shit. I should proofread my posts. How did I even write this wrong?
Anyone heard of grayjay? Great multi-platform video player.
How the hell should I even switch mail providers?
I have completely stopped using google services and software on my personal devices (even have lineageos + microg on my phone. The problem is that I can't just explain to the technically uneducated people that I changed mail providers. How should I go about doing this?
Opensource/foss Discord frontend
Hello. I'm looking for a more private (for obicous reasons) and fast discord client for android, since the app is terrible and preforms terribly on my relatively old phone. I can't change to something like matrix/signal, since I can't convert other people.
I'm tired of always needing to prove my inteligence
Examples:
Yesterday I was at a health evaluation for a driver's license. Everything went well with my physical health, but at questioning, my autism was bought up. I was accused of needing help with learning in primary school (despite of my grades, that were usually B (I know, I'm lazy)) and now I need a psychological evaluation.
When I started high school, most professors infantalized me, but later stopped after I proved myself (ok, some didn't stop, like the slovene teacher and the sport teacher/coach).
When I meet someone new, they always think I am intelectually disabled, before proving otherwise...
Why is this happening?
Edit: It means a lot to talk to people who support me trough this (even if only on the internet). I took a psychological evaluation today. It included an iq test like form (easy, but didn't finish the whole paper), questionairs and some cordination tests (that in my opinion I was bad at). Just waiting to get the results. Hopefully I'll pass, but I can't really do anything if I don't, can just maybe try somewhere else in the EU (i think).
Autism and manipulation
I am finding, that i get easily manipulated, aspecially when it comes to other people's enjoyment. I usually know, when it's happening and still go along with it. This is supposed to be a lightharted post (not asking for help or empathy, I just hope to know more).