A 15+ year commitment that involves everything working out perfectly (no one gets hospitalized that exceeds HMO coverage, no one loses their job) is a very scary gamble.
I want to wear his initial on a chain 'round my neck, chain 'round my neck
Not because he owns me but 'cause he really knows me
Ramdam ko yung boredom ko sa work kapag mag-isa lang. I end up reading a book or trying to study. Wow, so productive 😆
And when I don't feel like being productive I'm gonna chat up some random guy from some random dating app just to experiment on what it feels like to hit someone up just because they're bored. coughs (I usually do things with purpose)
Next time try ko ako unang mag good morning kumain ka na ba eme first just to see how stereotypical we can get. Flirt like a straight man whomst? HAHA.
Feeling ko naglalaro na lang ako. One day I will get tired of it and I'll say stuff like, "I'm ready to settle down," like a bachelor that doesn't want to be a bachelor anymore lol. I do not care much for my biological ticking clock as a woman, it's fine if I don't have kids na kadugo ko.
Heck, if I get married in my 40s, 50s or older that's fine as long as it's with the right person. Ayun, random midnight thoughts.
My left eye kinda hurts so I'm shielding it from light exposure (which makes it hurt more), but it's kind of a hassle staring at the monitors here at my work computer using only one eye.
Also, tinatamad pa rin ako dito sa work. I'd like to quit eventually and look for something else but I'm not sure if it'll be the right choice.