I'm a closet sissy, what sometimes can't wait untill the kid is in school and the wife at work (Wednesdays) so I can put on a skirt, a top, and feel comfortable. Only slightly sexual.
it is pretty awesome. but i also have the disappointment of having to change back at the end of the day. While my partner is aware of it, I’m not at the point of being “out” so similar to you it all goes away before the kiddo gets home.
finding your moments to indulge/experiment/be comfortable is important.
As soon as I get home from work I immediately change into a skirt or short-shorts and my choker. I'm lucky in that my fiance is totally supportive and actually into it. I only wish I could wear it to work.