Hay may i-ccharge sakin dahil may mali ako. How do I feel about this now compared to x months ago? As long as di umabot ng thousands I'm not gonna hyperventilate over it. And trust me, I'm keeping track. May threshold rin naman ako.

Medyo nasasanay na ako on incurring losses, whether it's work-related or not. I feel like a gambler na iniisip na they can earn it back anyway. Not that I would know. Feeling ko lang that's how they would feel.

At first I was upset about it, like any normal employee. Then I started doing my calculations and considering some things and I've concluded that it's not worth crying over. Hindi pa oras makipag-break chz

That's my character development, I guess. I'm not really sure if that's disappointing or not. I feel less emotional and less reactive. Of course, I still believe stuff like that shouldn't be shouldered by the employee esp if you consider yung sahod nila.

Basta ayun, I just gotta persist and hopefully may bumunga na nakakatuwa in a month or two 🤔 kapag hindi ako natuwa edi move on to the next 🤷‍♀️ I've placed my bets anyway.

You win some, you lose some. I'm going to win eventually.