lost website UPDATE: I FOUND IT

someday ago I saw this website about privacy and anonymity that had links to other websites, it had something to do with the durian fruit, the website was something like "durian network", I cant find it, literally, I cant remember the developer's name or anything that could help me find this website, it also had a link to an alternative version of gitea, all in purple with a durian fruit on the mug, if you know the website pls help me, also yeah, no search history, I was using the mullvad browser.

ps. I'm literally starting to think that this website actually never existed and I got some kinda of mandela effect, looks like the internet deleted what I'm searching and its weird that I didnt exported my search history or wrote down the link in some text file or piece of paper.

EDIT: I again randomly found the website I was talking, it was indexed on google and looks like to be down, really wanted to say thank you to all the people who wrote a comment trying to help me!!!