I am a hollow shell of a man, emptied of all but schadenfreude. If we're all going to suffer, I find peace in the fact that they'll suffer alongside me.
I have been made into that which I hated most and now I don't even have the energy to fight it anymore.
but that's the goal of fascism. they beat you down until you don't want to fight anymore. the way out of this is to get organized and fight back. look for volunteer opportunities with the ACLU. be involved.